SilEncE Ki||s..... See no Evil, Hear no Evil, Speak No Evil

2007-10-14T21:42:00.001+08:00

hmmm, long while since i blogged. i have been missing my trainings for almost a year due to NS. N i have missed it so much. i missed all the lessons taught by him. going back again recently, have enabled me to get my bearings again in my lost world.

Im going to sign on due to personal reasons. ppl says army sucks coz they cant stand the lifestyle and the way some regulars work. well, no choice, army is like that, outside work is oso gonna be the same.

as i type this, im preparing to go to india for my finale of my battalion. the Live Firing evaluation. we have prepared so much, endured so far and have finally reached this day. I pray that everything will go smoothly and nuthing happen except good news.

2LT Horace, OUT~!

2007-08-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

As im now preparing for my Bn FATEC II, im stuck with a thought. Im better in my skills den my fellow officers. I could command and control my men in the field better and my fire burns whenever i do my missions.

This fire in turn fired up my men. Yes, i did alot of short cuts to be better. thats becoz i understand the process thoroughly which enables me to take short cuts without compromising safety and accuracy.

Ppl like to compare. I for one, hated to compare and to be compared. We have our own unique strengths and weaknesses. What i cant do doesnt necessarily mean tat u can do it better den me, vice versa. oh well, i dunno, its been awhile since i last blogged. Alot of things happen in that time. i did not control myself enough until i realised that i have returned to my old self. Full of fustrations and anger. i hated that kind of feeling.

Im a very competitive kind of guy, but i do not like to be on stage. I liked it better when im behind the scenes. Not everyone can take it. Its a thankless job. Being in Army showed me alot on ppl and life. I Hate how humans think highly of themselves and forgot their roots...

2LT Horace, OUT~!

2007-07-06T01:40:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i last blog, its late now so i'll cut it short.. in the time since my last blog till now, i have been commissioned as an officer, went to a actual artillery Live firing, and went thru alot wif my men. 20SA/C bty is a unique bunch of men.

to leave them is really a waste, something which i dun want... what shld i do??
outside of NS affairs, i found someone, TAT someone that i've been looking for.. i really hope that everything will run smoothly..

2LT Horace, OUT~!

2006-10-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm, so i got into artillery.. or rather, 75% of my wing, Echo, got into artillery.
Its quite a practical place... the regimentation is slacker than in OCS. and our bunks is now a 7/8 man bunk. More space for fun!!

nothign much, as i typed this blog, im actually preparing for my overseas ex. gotta be at Changi airport by 2359 hrs. 10d 9n overseas trg, im gonna have so much fun! hhaha =P

OCT HORACE, OUT!

2006-08-28T11:14:00.000+08:00

wtf.. i typed so long and my IE gif me probs.. and i lost my post..

haizzzz, basically, OCS is a fun place... but tough... ppl are more motivated den BMT, but humans being humans are sometimes selfish. in another 4 week's i'll be promoted to senior cadet, as compared to my first 3 weeks in OCS where i was an extra junior cadet undergoing adjustment and bonding with no rest or time to breathe.

when i finally commission, i'll look back into my journal to see how i've grown...

OCT ACE, oUT~!

2006-06-17T08:21:00.000+08:00

hahaha, hmmm, its been another long while since i last posted again..hahah, actually wanted to post ytd lah...
i got my posting results ytd at 1000 hrs. guess waht?? i made it into OCS!!!!

so i got my wish.. my efforts paid off, and now i gotta wait for my medical to go thru so that i can quickly sign the contract to be an air force officer... haizzz.. hope it'll come asap ba.... haha

as for my platoon mates... some made it into SISPEC, alot kena driver...d rest become men... only 2 others made it into OCS lah... sometimes i oso dunno why like tat... mayb we took things for granted, coz some of my mates din get the posting they wanted??

i only know i got my posting not juz due to my efforts, but its my platoon mates for appraised me gave me a chance.....

like the phrase i learnt since since sec 3....

Rank is what you wear, Respect is what you earn!

Officer Cadet Horace Lee, OUT~!

2006-06-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

hehehe, juz came back frm my 3d 2n chalet, quite fun lah, we went wild wild wet to play and den have bbq on the last nite... btw, i POP lo, in case u dunno.. LOL

somehow the last segment of the parade u juz feel damn blardy energetic and high loh... and the best part is when we're marching in, juz when my company reach the parade sqaure, i actually slipped and fall... it was lucky that our formation was so damn close that the guy behind can juz support and push me forward to prevent me frm falling.. like WTF!!! LOL

okies lah.... right now i received some good news frm my air force recruitment officer, today i'll receive my medical results, if its all okie, i'll get to sign my contract on monday morning... hehee

other den tat i must go find the coding to include music in my blog's coding, up till now i lazy to find and lazy to programme it myself.. wahahahaha!!!!

PTE HoR4c3, OUT~!

2006-06-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

24 click OVER LO!!!!! YAY!!!! wahahahah!!!! for those who dunno, 24 click means 24km, i finally completed my graduation route march ytd!! so HAPPY!!! wahahaha... but my graduation parade rehearsal sucks lah... damn blardy boring and repetitive!!! sianzzzz...

hhehe, soo.. i did overall quite well, i actually exceed my expectations coz i kept quite a low profile there... and i heard that im overall 3rd best in my platoon, blah blah blah, but it doesnt matter... i had lots of fun in BMT man... nuthing beats the feeling and the enjoyment i had in there.

and now my 13 week ptp en BMT is ending in abt 3-4 days time.. i hope i can get the posting i wanted... the experience i had in there is..... woot, i got no words to describe man... whaahaha...

so, my journey to constantly outdo myself will now begin again, after my POP.

HoR4c3 II, out~!

2006-05-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm, its been awhile since i've last posted... and so its been 2 mths since i've entered BMT..juz one more mth, 2 more route marches b4 i POP.. hahahha, finally man.. time really flies.. LOL

hehehe, i juz came back frm field camp a week ago.. and tonite when i book in, im preparing for another 3 days field camo which is my sitest. Who can go to command school, OCS or SISPEC, will largely depend on this test... hehe

hopefully, i'll score well to get into OCS... hehehe, cannot screw up.. hahahaha, once i come back from sitest, i'll really be damn happi man!!!! hehe, it'll be totally slack.... i'lll juz left my SOC and IPPT to pass and i'll say POP LOOOOOO!!!! hahahaha

nuthing much lah,,, and frm today onwards i'll be changing my alter ego to Hor4c3, hehehe, although i'll be known to many as teccie or teclis, but it'll be a permernant change frm now.,.. hahahha

Hor4c3, out~!

2006-04-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm,haha im in BMTC SCH 2, TAURUS COMPANY PLATOON 2 SECTION 4, BED 12, hahaa

army got 4D no. de, mine's T2412... get the drift?? LOL

den today juz got my 3rd book out, hahaha..

kinda crap, we book out at 0745hrs to go to a useless excursion to NEWater plant and johor batteries, the only meaningful visit was to the old changi prison camp... u'll see lots of letters of the POWs writing letters of support and encouragement to their families and frens... it was damn sad loh... den got 5 beautiful murals painted by a POW in the prison chapel while he was in prison.. it was beautiful...

other den tat it was okies... except on the last day of my confinement week, i was down with a heavy cough.. until now still haven recover... kinda sianzzz LOL

den last week i went for air force recruitment centre, for my pilot test... LOL, damn fun siah... pyschomotor skills must be super good siah... LOL

hmm, guess that's all lah.. haha im super tired man... sianzzzz,

REC HORACE, OUT~!

2006-03-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

hmmm, last post before i head into a gay's haven with no internet access. hahaha

i wont be seeing my pink ic for 2 yrs le.. gonna miss it alot alot man... aahha

special thanks to all my pals in GV and my bros, Ivan, Victor, Kelvin. My Bros in SBG, Edwin, Benjamin. u guys ROXORS MAN!!!!! ^_^

so, im finally moving on to my next phase of life... cant imagine wat challenges lay ahead of me man... thats what i thrive on, challenges... life after my poly towards my enlistment can be summed up in a word... boring.. or educating.. hahha, but there was no challenges....

my major challenge is to outdo and overcome myself, to be in the nirvana stage... the enlightenment, the soul stage... hahaha, but its gonna tae my whole entire lifetime to achieve.... P

Teclis, Signing out at 7.38pm.....

2006-02-14T12:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' TO ALL!!! hahaha, may u all enjoyed a blessed day with ur Boy-Frens or gal-frens!!! haha, im super sadded, i stay home and slp for today!!! hahah

but its juz another day where the retailers take the oppotunity to take more $$$!!! LOL

okies lah... hahaha, i pray for all u couples that i know to have a blessed and a lovely relationship!!!

P/S: im still available for a date.. LOL -.-"

Cheers,

Teccie, OUT!!!

2006-02-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

hey all!!! happy new year ya??!!! hope ur ang baos collection is plentiful!!! hahaha

kk, basically got nuthing much to update lah... juz its feb liaoz... valentine's day is coming... a day when its SUPER CROWDED and EXPENSIVE!!!! zzzzzz, haizzzz, wat to do lah... u ppl got any plans for V day??? i dun, whahahahaa, best of luck to those still looking for a date!!!

well... work is the same as usual loh... always get crap callers asking me stupid question. imagine this with Indian accent.

Me: Good Morning/Afternoon! Botanic Gardens.

Caller: Botanical Gardens???

Me: Yes sir/mdm! may i help??

Caller: Hello??? Botanical Gardens???

Me: Yes sir/mdm....

Caller: How do i get to the botanical gardens??

Me: (explains to the caller)

other one is blardy irritating.....

Me: Good Morning/Afternoon! Botanic Gardens.

Caller: IS the Botanical Gardens open today???

Me: yes, we are..

Caller: Hello? Botanical Gardens???

*the caller called on a weekend*

Sgreans are juz a bunch of lazy ass... for example:

Qns: How long to walk frm here to Orchid Gardens??

Me: Abt 10 mins, mdm.

Qns: WAT!!!! WOW!!! SO FAR!!!!!
*and tats only adults abt 30+, i dun even wanna mention those 60 yr old and above*

AngMoh 60 yr old man/woman: How far to walk to the Orchid Garden?

Me: Abt 10 mins, mdm/sir.

They: Oh wow!!! thats not a problem! cheers!!

see the diff???

like.... WTF!!!! ask more constructive qns can???? waste my time loh..... zzzzzzz

so now, im juz biding my time... train hard, keeping fit... still to complete my 1000 piece jigsaw.. LOL, still trying to know that girl at the botanic gardens(know her name liao.. but haven seen her ard lately to get her number).... sianzz loh.... like no fate man....hahaha, but i hope to at least know her as a fren lah... hahah den can liaoz...

also another thing hor... its very amusing to see those students group on a amazing race hunt. den they'll come to me, ask me where is the heritage treees lah, where is wat sculpture lah... LOL, den i help them find and i told them: so i claim half ur prize ah!!!, LOL, den they all start laughing... hahaha, den u get some pretty gals trying to get favours frm u so that i can help their grp lah.. blah blah blah.. LOL, dman farnie lah....juz one of the lighter moments at the garden when u dun get ppl giving u crapload of shit....

its always nice to see one of our regulars buying drinks for me and my colleague Edwin and says to us:" its for you who give so much and yet receive so little in return." Wat a nice man…..

also... one of my fren close pal had passed away in an accident on 2nd feb... lets all pray for her for a young, vibrant gal shld nvr have suffered this kind of fate.. and i hope that my lame joke in trying to cheer my fren up did not make her cry even more den she alrdy did... -.-"

also, one of my close pals grandma passed away ard the same time too... damn sad lah, one old and one young.... ppl, cherish ur life while u can.... and ur loved ones as well....

Teclis, OUT~!

2006-01-26T08:30:00.000+08:00

WOOO HOO!!! I PASSED my driving test ytd with 14 points!!! Wahahaha, yay!!! Im quite lucky lah… hahaha, I kena the long route, my test was at 1.55pm, den I hit the main road test ard 2.15pm. My circuit test is almost perfect… gathering only 4 demerit points…

My first test was emergency brake when I started my circuit test… hahah, heng loh.. I alert.. whahaha

yeah on road i got 10 demerit points... 2 for insufficient acceleration and the last 8 points is for causing other vehicles to stop or take evasive action... WTF!!! but its okie.. i pASSED!!!!

hahahah, its damn ex to learn driving man... now i passed, i can breathe easy... kaoz... i paid abt 918 BUCKS TO LEARN OK!!!! zzzzz now so broke..next mth got more $$ to spend liaoz!!!! hahah

Other den tat, I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!! WOOO HOOO!!!!

Horace, Out~!

2006-01-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHA!!! ROFLMAO!!!! juz now got one blur cock, driving a mini van INSIDE BOTANIC GARDENS(SBG) LOL, poor guy... he give some stupid story tat he follow one Nparks vehicle tat came in from the tanglin core(which is under construction). the stupid fella actually drove from there to the garden shop and park there and came to me and ask me for directions.

at first i tot he parked his van at the front pouch there, den i blur blur answer his qns. Until when he told me that he park his van INSIDE THE garden, right beside the gift shop.

I was shocked and i turned and saw the blardy van over there... imagine my bigger shock when i saw my director of SBG driving his buggy PARKED HIS BUGGY BESIDE THE VAN!!! and he actually half ran/half walk into the VS office.
imagine the woo-ha siah... my director straight away told my boss, Rahimah in front of the driver :"SUMMON HIM", den the driver down there start to get angry and say, "i DUNNO wat!!! i first time come here!!! i dunno that i cannot drive in!!! i make a mistake wat!!", den u know what my director(he refuse to speak directly to him, making his statements to Rahimah )"we driving first time make mistakes also get summon right??"

den the driver say:"but i first time wat... how i know... first time can give chance abit lah...", my director replied:"aiyah, nvrmind lah, since he first time, can give chance lah." with tat, he walked off to the Nparks HQ for his meeting.

LOL, damn blardy cock loh... Joke of the day!!!! lol.... den in the end, the driver get to do his things and waited for the ranger to escort him out... and in the end... he still got the pink slip of paper... LOL

Horace, OUT!

2006-01-16T09:24:00.000+08:00

ahaha, hey guys~! how are all u doing??? March looks closer on this side of the year den in Dec hor?? haizz, i suck at relationships lah... heheehe, the girl that i always liked have a Bf now... mayb she's sick and tired of waiting... mayb she been waiting for that guy all along... hahaha, but i dun know lah... let u guys know something k??? hahaha

no gal will ever be happy together with me... never. shocked? surprised? its the truth... im really better off as a bachelor coz all the girls tat i liked always well.... hahaha, went off with other guys... LOL.

y i say they nvr be happy wif me??? i know lah... my life my character i understand de lah... they will nvr be able to tolerate my kind of ideals and stuff i do... hahaha

but den in the end... i always give they all my blessings... coz in the end, i want the gal i like to be happy. always. As long as they are happy, im contented...

hahaha, wat to do lah... i like things simple and sweet. relationships always Bear me down.... but yet i cant stand it... LOL

Teclis, OUT!

2006-01-12T09:34:00.000+08:00

hey hey~!!!! haha its been awhile since i blogged. basically i was off for the first 2 days of the week. 3rd day i was down with a viral infection. took an mc and went to see a doc... crap loh... the pain i went thru the nite b4 was really a torture... head was super pain non-stop... chest pains, stomach cramps + lower back ache.... cant slp man....

now im back to work.... its halfway thru jan alrdy... March is looming closer and closer, and i cant wait to get in.... haha

oh.. and i got myself a new HP!!! YAY!!!! and i still gotta go for my driving test on the 25th... damn EX loh... the price to pay for wanting to learn how to drive... after i got my driving licence... its time to go for my motorbike licence... hahaha weeeeeeee!!!

Teclis, out~!

2006-01-07T12:52:00.000+08:00

Here i go.....
scream my love songs and try to get to you...
you are my only one...

i'll let go....
there's jus no one...
no one like you....

you are my only...
my only one.....

haha part of the chorus frm Yellow card, only one. nice song man.... haha, my colleague wrote to me something lah.... actually he shldnt worry much... if its fated its fated... i mean.... if the girl set her eyes on you... den ur lucky! haha, coz if she's pretty, den ur doubly lucky! no point ruining our frenship over a girl right??? hahaha.

Edwin, dun worry lah... if she really likes you, den go for it!!! i support u!!! hhaha, if its not fated to be mine... i'll nvr will b happy if i forced it.. hahah, relax lah bro!! ^_^

i only wanna know her lah... tats all.. hahaha =P

Horace, out~!

2005-12-25T08:35:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, so MERRY XAMS EVERYONE!!!!!! well, ytd went down to orchard road to have fun and see the countdown.. den everyone was partying like mad outside.. zzzzz stupid ppl spraying all the foam cans... -.-", nuthing much lah... other den i broke liaoz den thats abt it.

work at the gardens is the same loh... see the same old bitches, dun meet their DEMANDS only ask:"who's ur Director?". PPl like this fark up bitches make ppl lose their rice bowl. every single little bit thing only Kao Pei. haizzz wat to do... its like tat de lah.... my temper getting mopre and more fiery nowadays... almost to the point like last time... i wonder y....?????

must be all the stupid tourists and bitches and bastards taht make my life at the gardens miserable. its one thing to help when we're obliged and another when we want to help.

so ladies and gentlemen... when u grow older and wiser, plz remember how u started and dun treat the young ppl serving u the way ur treated now. Treat everyone with respect and kindness becoz wat goes ard.. comes ard.

so BITCH, if u happen to b reading this.... wake up and feel ashame, for a younger man have to pacify an older woman like u, BITCH. some ppl juz dun get it.....

Teclis, Out~!

2005-12-14T11:43:00.001+08:00

okies.. here's another boring time to blog.. zzzzzzwork at the Gardens is okies... passed my buggy test alrdy.. so now have to do alot of the running work for the remaining 2 gals at my workplace.. my department there now very luan... juz go goes to show how Nparks treat their workers.. haha, it used to b damn solid anyway... ^_^

while working at the gardens... i saw the ugly side of Sgreans again... complain and complain non-stop... threaten to bring a small matter to the ministry lah... water tap spoil den wanna complain to PUB to say that we're wasting water lah... KPKP, FARK U ALL LAH!!! rich only make noise.... and i dun see u ppl even donating ur cents to the beggars on the streets.

blardy hell... i cant stand all this fuck up, ass on their nose, rich stick-in-the-mud ppl. all they know is COMPLAIN. COMPLAIN FAIL, threaten to write to ministers. U think minister VERY FREE TO ENTERTAIN UR DAILY AFFAIRS MEH!!!!!

fucking hell... dun look down on the very ppl u depend on when ur lost/injured/almost dying. chee bye... dun farking shout at us man...

zzzz, SGreans really is v pampered. NS ppl go NS, u see the rich boys making noise... complain... den if we go to war how? nvr think, all only want good life... U know how hard is it to get a good life in SG?? i fucking doubt that they know/understand.

SG economy is also dying... dying in the sense that the locals cant get a job. it is over-saturated with FOREIGN TALENT. sounds damn nice damn pro right? its a pseudonym for saying CHEAP WORKERS!!

an average dip holder asks for a minimum 1.5K/mth to work. degree holders obviously higher.. but those foreign workers how? they asks for 1K or 1.2K!!!! WHY?? coz when SG currency converted to their own... its multiple of 2 or 3 or more!!!!! Companies would wanna cut costs.. obviously they hire them!!! not to say that SGreans are lower in quality work or wat... but we all lose out on the payrate terms! its practical! i can haf the same quality work at the same productive spd at a LOWER RATE!!! so wats left for Sgreans??

we haf to source for work overseas where the same thing applies to US!!!! so wat now? the gov says constant upgrading... but let me ask.. how long do i have to upgrade myself b4 i need another upgrading again??!! i paid for one upgrading course... in which i have NO INCOME and i still have to PAY BILLS and wat? by the time i finish one upgrading course and i need another COURSE AGAIN!!! how long u wanna upgrade siah?

SG economy is now very tough to work... now the thinking is able to get a job.. its better den not having one at all! at least u have income and u can wait till a better offer turns up. That is why job-hopping is a trend and almost everyone's resume/CV is damn colourful. this trend of job-hopping wouldnt get u any job 5 yrs ago coz the bosses know that ur not loyal.

and loyalty counts for nothing nowadays... employers want productive, efficient and competitive worker.. a young worker can do the same job as an experienced one but at a lower pay. see the trend??? so wats left? it creates an unstable economy where the locals cant get a stable job but foreigners keep coming in due to the popularity. i believed that the number of foreigners working in SG will increase to 1/4 of the total SG population.

nowadays, there's alot of degree holders. So wat sets U apart frm the others when applying for the job? its all down to personality and how u sell urself. certificate proves nothing, it merely opens the door into the economy for u. its entirely up to U urself to prove urself, if u really wanna continue working in an economy where the economy considers 40 yrs to be old and the retirement age to be increased to 60. ans dun forget.. the marrying age is now increasing to 30 yrs old. that means ur children will only be 10 yrs old and u'll b out of a job. see the diff? its getting harder and harder to work in SG nowadays. and it'll be worse during our childrens' time.

Teclis, OUT~!

2005-12-12T08:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm, haha ytd i invited Ivan, Victor and Kelvin to my aunt's place for dinner... we had steam boat!! YUMMY!!! lol, thats stupid lah... i dunno wat to blog loh.... hmmm, wat can i say....if u really like a person den say lah... dun blardy keep the guy guessing and guessing, it'll become irriting coz hints can be interpreted VERY VERY differently.... blardy hell....

Singaporeans is always like tat one... all scared to say out... scared nvr mind... DIE DIE also dun wan to gif hints... blardy hell... no wonder SG birth rates getting lower and lower, and because of the mis-communication or NO communication at all... the ministry of home affairs is seeing more and more divorces....

aiyah... i dun bother lah, i always tell myself...when it comes it'll come... and it'll be up to me to catch hold of the opportunity, i wont haf to search... u guys shld also... either u tell the person tat u like the person, or at least gif some +ve hints... dun farking contradict every damn thing.... zzzzzz

Teclis, out~!

2005-12-05T12:05:00.000+08:00

haha, im back... im so tired... this few days keep watching "getbackers", V interesting anime.. haha, and my hands are itchy, seems like im gonna go back to my hobby Warhammer 40K, super expensive hobby... and i wanna go get my tamiya modelling tool-kit and i wanna kick-start my models again...and thats another 100+ bucks gone... and i wanna buy winning eleven and extra controller... zzzzz expensive...

this blog is prolly gonna changed to a more philosophical blog... so well...zzzz and yeah... widening of social circles is to go make more FRENS!!!!! not juz gendered specific... bleahx... PAY DAY TODAY AT 2PM!!!! YAAAAAYYY!!! things to buy... haircut, modelling tool-kit, modelling models, winning eleven 8, extra controller.. thats like 200+ gone in one week. WTF!!! >.<
shito... lol

Gals haf this wrong perceptions... haha, lets say.. if u have only so few guys frens.. and all of them are attached.. and say u wanna have a steady bf.. so wat do u do?? even if u say u wait... when a nice guy comes along and wat happens?? U WAN TO GO AND KNOW HIM!!!!!! so, isnt it called widening of social circles??? or HAVE FUN MEET BOYS??? or LOOKING FOR BOYFRIENDS??
^_^

Teclis, OUT~!

2005-12-02T08:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm, haha long time no blog... dunno wat to blog coz im awlays sooo slpy... hehe
well... my fav time of the yr is coming!!!! YAY!!!! think this yr shld b a low key one ba.... damn lazy to do anything abt it... mayb get a few frens out for a drink??? no one seems to wanna go zouk out, WTH!!!! damn blardy sian loh.... my brothers all one by one kena soemthing out of nuthing, one kena dengue.... one got some prayers... wah lau.... totally washed out man...

so, suggestions!!!!!! I NID THEM BADLY!!! who wanna go ZOUK OUT MAN!!! PARTY OF THE YEAR!!!! AGE LIMIT 18 WIF PHOTO IC!!!! zzzzzzzzz

hmmm after tat is my own party le.. hahah, mayb i juz go out drink will do lah... lol.... see how ba...

Teclis, Out~!

2005-11-29T08:50:00.000+08:00

test test.. edited the layout le.. looks soo MUCH BETTA, my cousin's comp really CMI... -.-".. LOL, still no first haloscan post?? im disappointed...

2005-11-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

changed my blog skin after a painfully long hour search, im totally shacked out... finally found one skin that supports haloscan.. haha, lets see whose gonna snatch my haloscan 1st post, ROFL.

oh and erm.. tagboards for making noise lol!!

Horace, Out~!

2005-11-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, guess wat, im gonna post my aspirations here... lol, tats rare, considering i dun like to share my inner stuff out... i like to keep things to myself... well.. wat can i say.... I'm a person who is able to find the joy in anything out of the worst hardships given to me... mayb i haven met true hardship yet, but i believed i can endure and conquer it when it comes... in the last few years, i've changed subtly.... no one knows, not even my family or my closest frens... no one notices that i've changed.... only those who had endure hardship with me every week, those that trained me and trained with me with all their heart, knows and understood.

Mayb its a blessing in disguise for all the matters that happened in the past few years... mayb its fate, watever it is, i was always in the right place in the right time for it to happen, be it good or bad. and well.... i really have no place to share out my aspirations except thru this... coz no one realises the potential me, they only see one side and tot that's horace.. LOL. Wat i like to be, is really to find out the true balance in my life, the true balance in my shaolin life. Ppl think that im toking cock abt Shaolin. well, i cant be bothered anymore though, yeah i agree, i was toking cock...

i wanna b a big boss, i wanna b rich enuff to haf a good life... i wan to b in company of all my frens, not matter how big or small they r to me... i wanna be the best in Shaolin, i have to and wan to train super hard.. but... how to balance??? cases like this there's only one extreme, u ppl may say how come u toking cock, keep contradicting... but thats life, the ultimate is to find your own true answer in life in everything situation.

No one can stop me from doing wat i wan to do... this is my life, my decision, my own path to discovering who i am, what i am.... the philosophy has been imbued in me, etched into my heart... my trainings taught me many things, i've listen to stories every week, no one save a few knows the hard training i went thru, i've improved and changed beyond recognition, and i cant really maintain it... sad... yet, no ones knows that i have changed... no one can tell.... the devil in me haf alrdy been dealt with... i have a bigger devil to deal with now... how will i turn out, i wouldnt know, but i will nvr give up trying, learning, improving until one day, my true calling comes... den i'll say this is my life.... not a puppet of others..... >

TecciE, OUT~!
Rank is what you wear, Respect is what you earn!!
Unity, Discipline and Integrity

[quote]The Ultimate of Northern Shaolin is to find the balance in your life[/quote]

2005-11-21T12:36:00.000+08:00

haha had such a fun time ytd at GV yishun for our GV family day.. we watched Chicken Little and its hilarious!! lol, kinda lame as well... den after tat we walked ard marina sq and suntec, walked one whole day loh, so tired and sleepy...zzzzzz and oh erm, the New Ben & Jerry OUTLET IS SOOO GONNA B MY FAV SPOT!!!! LOL, and den Ivan and Kelvin went with me to PS Xbox to play games.... im soooo gonna thrash Ivan and win back all my $$$$!!!! LOL

thats all

Horace, out~!

2005-11-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

right, this is taken frm Tiong Peng's blog. this is prolly a sad familiar story we all know, my love life is kinda like this, but i sure wont want it to end the same way... but as the saying goes "Forcing will only bring misery"(Mian Qiang shi mei you xin fu), so let it be loh, as fate/time will show me the truth. SOme of you wont believe in fate/time, but only believe in hard work, if u really treasure ur loved ones, u will work hard in order to b 2gether.... but some things, esp feelings, no matter how hard u work, if the person haf no feelings for you, u'll nvr b 2gether.... if u really love the person, trust me, let the person go and u'll b v happy for ur loved one if he/she is also happy... i'm prolly gonna live a life of solitude(bet u guys DOnt Know =P), as i alrdy kinda know the direction my life will take... or mayb u guys may say my true love haven appear yet... i dunno... but i know for sure, love relationships means v little to me. i've loved and been loved. I've hurt and been hurt.. but still that one gal that memerise me,that one gal i realli like, will only b my fren. guess getting to see her will suffice for me ba... well guys, wat im trying to tell u ppl reading this, is to take every opportunity to hold onto ur loved one, but u always must let go if the person feels happier with another, forced relationship will nvr bring happiness, always learn to let go, its the hardest thing to do, and the hardest thing to learn... b happy for ur loved ones if their happy in another accompanionship.

The story goes like this:

10th grade
As I sat there in English class,
I FANTASIZED at the girl next to me.
She was my so called "best friend".
I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was
mine.... ALL MINE
But she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it. After class,
she walked up to me and asked me for the notes
she had missed the day before and handed them
to her.
She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek.
I wanted to SLAP her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why COS TTS ME.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end,
it was her.
She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how her love had broke
her heart.YEA AND I TINK ITS ALL BULLSHIT
She asked me to come over because she didn't
want to be alone, so I ASKED HER TO FIND
ANOTHER DUMB DUDE... but well..
As I sat next to her on the sofa,
I stared at her soft eyes,
wishing she was DEAD
After 2 hours, one JENNA JAMESON movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep... yea.. FINALLY
She looked at me,
said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to SLAP her,... AGAIN
I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why. COS TTS ME

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said;
he's not going to go well,
'ITS TT MY PROB?" I SAID..
BUT in 7th grade
we made a promise that if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as "best friends". So we
did.,..BUT PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE
BROKEN
Prom night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step!
I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at
me with her crystal eyes.
I want her to be mine,
but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it.
Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't
want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
COS,, YEA U NOE
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma.
I WANT HER
Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried
WAT FOR I DUNNO
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and
said,
"you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss
on the cheek.
I want to PUNCH her TIS TIME, I want her to know
that I don't
want to be
A SECOND FIDDLE , I lSTARTED TO HATE HER
her but I'm just too sOFT, and I
don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the SATANIC church.
That girl is getting married now.
I watched her say "I do"
and drive off to her new life,
married to A MOTHER_FCCKER. I wanted her to
be mine,
but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and
said "you came!".
I SHOWED HER MIDDLE FINGER AND
.. YEA TIS TIME I WANNA SLAPPED HER AGAIN
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl
who used to be my "SLAP VICTIM".
At the service, they read a diary entry she had
wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
"I stare at him wishing he was mine,
but he doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it.
I want to SLAP him,
I want him to know that I don't want to be just
friends,
I love him
but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish he would JUS SLAP me!
I wish I did too...
I thought to my self, and I cried.
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U..."

Fcuk u
fcuk u
fcuk u
fcuk u
fcuk u
fcuk u

Teclis, OUT~!

2005-11-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

haha today was a boring day at work, nuthing much to do except surf surf and surf.... LOL, oh yeah, today is the first time i drove a BUGGY... its damn shiok loh lol, but the blardy brake is damn hard to step, must step super hard when u wanna jam brake or going down a steep slope.

haha and im like gonna take the test after today my first practice... lol, hope to b able to pass ba, haha.

hehe today when i reached home, i was like totally shacked out loh, juz slumped into my bed and doze off immediately, LOL... like a pig, wahahaha, today met my last new colleague Kavitha, she's tose super serious kind of lady tat only toks abt work... and although Jacintha and Rahimah says she's those super quiet kind but i dun really think so, she also go crap with me, LOL, mayb not with them lah, LOL, k le lah, thats all for today, BYYYEEE

Horace OUT~!

2005-11-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

haha, here i am blogging when i shld b at work, Sunday at the botanic gardens with no ongoing events are BORING!!!! i started work yesterday where i was like late for 15 mins coz i tot there was a shuttle bus during weekends for staff.... zzzzzz den i got panic when im supposed to start work at 8am, but 7.50 bus still not here, den i faster took Bus 7 and walk ALL THE WAY IN. By the time i reached the visitors centre, i was alrdy sweating like a pig.. -.-". Yesterday i meet my new colleagues, Jacintha and Rahimah, they're a fun loving and cheerful bunch. Really liked to work with them. Also, today is Jacintha's last day. So sad that i can only work with her for 2 days.... She's kinda wild and FUn-loving kind although she tries to mislead u by having a guai guai look and act guai. LOL Rahimah is also very wild and fun-loving. She always have that shag look on her face... dunno y, is it bcoz she not enuff slp or wat??? hmmm, oh and one more thing, Botanic Gardens got no ATM. SO imagine me starting my first day of work with NO $$$$$$!!!! OMG LOH!!!!!! i was like, WTH!!!! Special Thks to Jacintha for treating me lunch!!!! =D haha, oh and Rahimah drove me ard the garden on a buggy, haha, it was sooo nice loh, but its DAMN hot. Basically she nids me to be acquainted with the garden so tat i will not haf difficulty answering questions. Zzzzzz, den tml will b working with my Supervisor Jennifer and Kavitha, nvr see Kavitha b4 so zzzzzzz, hahaha, sianzzz loh, im sooo bored and my short-lived working relationship with Jacintha will be coming to an end today at 5.30pm. kinda sad when such things happen, but thats life i guesss, Best of Luck to u when ur in China working!!! oh and if ur reading this den when u come back, BUY BACK SOME SOVERNOIRS FOR ME HOR!!! lol, sooo thick skinned siah me... lol kks

Teclis, Out~!

2005-10-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHA!!! I PASSED I PASSED!!!!!! my Electrical Power got C, but my final year project got D...shit, put so much effort in got D, but tat means i GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!! wahahaha good news juz keeps coming... my official letter came wahahahah, soon my dreams will b FULFILLED!!! WAHAHAHAHA YES YES YES!!!! oh and also i juz bought meself an XboX, lol... everyday stay home nuthing to do.. -.-".. kk, taths all!!! WAHAHAH!!!

HORACE out~

2005-10-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

rite.. long time no blog le.. coz i dunno wat to blog abt.. -.-" here's some test results frm a quiz i took online:

You're an ESFP
ESFP: "Extra Special Friendly Person"

You're a fun-loving outgoing person and are naturally drawn to people...you are quite enthusiastic and exuberant...and usually well-liked by others.. you're good at meeting people and helping them enjoy themselves...you are sympathetic towards people and generous with your time and money. You wanna be where the action is and will see things in your own special way...

You're aware what is going on around you and notice stuff that others miss. You're popular and gregarious and are often busy in social stuff...you are instigators of activity and like to be "where the action is..."...you like laughing at yourself and others....you like to help others and often join organizations that letcha do that..if you work as a teenager, chances are that you'll take a job that lets you interact with others (gift shop, waiter, anywhere you can charm or shmooze)....you're "on stage" often...

You're the eternal optimist, and always seem to land on your feet, somehow. (gee, all this stuff shows you might be good in the Storm Palace pubs..) you can interact with people of all ages, backgrounds or types with no problem.. you learn best when you can interact with others and DO things, not just observe or listen about 'em... Teachers are the key to your success.. they have to care about you for you to want to do well..

You don't like conflict or intellectual arguments...you don't like learning by sitting quietly by yourself and reading some boring abstract stuff..."how does it relate to my day-to-day life?!" You know how to motivate others to get the job done...you can link together people and resources...you'd probably be happy being a coach or a receptionist or a therapist...anywhere you could help people and be responsive to 'em...you don't impose your will.

You like teamwork...you can get caught up in others' emotions.. your style is inclusive and allowing others to participate in the decisions..you don't need to suck up all the glory...you like to take breaks and relax..you love being active and going out and doing things with friends...

You're fun to be with and bring enjoyment to situations...you find fun in the moment...your friends are VERY important to you, and I'll bet you tell 'em so and let 'em know it somehow...you like to reach out and touch the lives of others...you like to share your values with those you love... you might move in or out of a relationship depending if it "feels" comfortable..you get kinda hampered with disapproval.. you can overwhelm your partner with all this affection and stuff...when there's a breakup, you can move on and get over it quickly, surrounding yourself with your friends...

Be careful on these: don't spend too much time socializing and not enough on the task at hand. You'll probably talk on the phone rather than work. Also, don't forget to finish what you start..get some planning skills and time management...don't ignore the logical facts, as much as you'd rather go by subjective stuff...finally, don't be so action-oriented that you forget to plan ahead...

taken frm jessica's blog... try it.. it looks fun
here's the link:
http://haleonline.com/psychtest/

2005-09-24T08:43:00.000+08:00

wahahah!!!! long time no blog le... tats coz i've been busy wif my studies.. and guess wat!!! EXAMS R OVER!!!!!!!!WOOOOOTZ!!! now waiting for my results slip to see if i can graduate or not.. -.-", shld b able to pass lah, confident, lol YAAAY!!!! oh another ting, i today went cycling wif Alphonsus,Hedren and Maurice. wahahaha, we cycled frm our training place at safra tampines to sentosa!!!! we detour first to see merlion den b4 tat, we cross the benjamin sheares bridge.. IM NVR EVER GONNA CYCLE THERE AGAIN!!!! >.< tough siah... lol den at merlion we took pics, lol, den i ji siao, go and ask a couple down there to help us take pic, lol, Alphonsus they all say i extra, spoiler!!! LOL, FUN MANZ!!!! FREEEEDOOOOOOOMMMMM!!!! WOOOTZZZ!!!! THIS IS LIFE MAN!!!!

We reached sentosa at ard 2.50am, lol, we cylced thru the jungle trail... wah piang!!! SO DARK LOH!!!! cannot see anything.. lucky Alphonsus's and my bike has front light can see, -.-" if not we'll b banging trees man... LOL, den we finally reached siloso beach, we cycle towards palawan for the 7-11 for refreshments coz we WERE HUNGRY!!!! LOL, at 3.30am we reached the 7-11 and we bought 2 cans of tuna and a big loaf of bread and we sat there and eat.. Alphonsus brought groundsheet, so we sat at the shelter to camp and take bread, lol. so damn fun loh, and i took pics there, sooo CUTE!!! wahhahahah, den at 4.30am, we pack and left coz we wanna avoid the morning crowd... we cycle towards east coast again for the pit stop at mac... we all cannot take it le.. all damn shack and tired man, lol, at 6.30 am, we left mac and den cycle home.... hehehe wat a fun DAY!!!! im shag... later still got a looong day ahead of me... BACKSIDE PAIN LE LAH!!!! LOL, monday going cycling wif Raymond..my GV manager and good fren, wahahha im CRAZY!!!!

Horace Out~!

2005-09-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

DIE LAH!!!!! im alrdy counting my chickens b4 they hatch!!! >.<, coz next wed is my last paper!!!! MY LAST PAPER FRM THAT FREAKING POLY THAT DETAIN ME FOR 3 AND HALF YRS!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! and guess wat.. i haben study much... and im alrdy planning all the fun and freedom and relaxation that im gonna haf after THAT WED!!!! SEE!!!! DIE LOH!!!!! sucks... no more motivation to chiong le... last paper last sem.... AHH!! I NEED SOMEONE TO WHACK ME TO CHIONG!!!!

oh yeah, den yesterday... i went for my nafa test... i did 9 pull-ups, shuttle run 10.25 secs, sit & reach 40 cm, 48 situps, SBJ 227 cm and 2.4Km run in 12.30 mins.

sit up was the one that piss me off, i did 48 coz i tot i champion in my detail le.. no one can beat me.. so i relax the last 10 secs.. and guess wat.. the gal next to me did 50!!!!!!!!! wah piang!!!!! lose to a gal... could have did another 10 more in the last 10 secs... -.-", but den again, that gal who beat me is SO DAMN PRETTY!!! =), and i tot she was my sis ex-classmate... -.-", and the SBJ, disappointing to get 227 cm... and 2.4km run i was the first to complete.. whahahaha!!! sianz loh... hopefully can get gold.. prays!!!!!

2005-09-12T02:43:00.000+08:00

okies... yesterday, i got my BIKE!!! WOOTZ!!! Wheeler Pro 1900 model... its blue and costs me $484!!!!! waah, ex lo... den after that, i went cycling wif Alphonsus, Hedren and Maurice. wahaha, all my good shaolin pals... hehe, we cycled frm Bedok to east coast, den we go kallang.. den back to east coast the the macdonalds and slack.. lol, den after tt we went to bedok blk 85 market for dinner, hehe WOOTZ thks guys!!!! wahaha, now my butt is pain.. hehe, of coz, wat really made my day was in addition to the cycling and fun that i had.. we saw some babes!!! man, that really made my day... =)

outz!!!

p/s: k's... i cahnged my blogskin le...=P
oh and.. the test that i was telling that i get 90 marks?? i got back le... i got 75.. -.-"

2005-09-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

alamak... i pity my fren... kena mass Gang Bang.. -.-", aiyoyo... R/S is a bitch sometimes... while i fully understood their anger directed at someone, but i dun really understand why they would want to get so angry over it.. after all, we all have no say in it.... for my fren... i read and heard and saw and i kept my mouth shut.. i knew things will end up this way... coz im a guy too, but wat i cant really stand is well, if u cant get over someone, why get attach to another gal tat he doesnt really like??? thats life huh, anyway.... a word of advise to those reading this.... plz dun hurt someone and rashly go into a relationship, esp. those who r fresh frm a break-up, plz do ensure that ur really over ur ex and moved on, den mayb u can start looking 4 one... for those who r not attached.... plz dun b hasty to get into a relationship.... plz ensure that ur tat partner is nnot fresh frm a break-up or well, fooling ard....

P/S: I LOVE U ALL MAN!! LOL, aiyoo, control ur temper lah gals...

2005-09-04T01:16:00.000+08:00

haha okies nuthing much to post abt sat loh... as usual... i met up wif this gal once a week.... i can nvr get her off my mind... i know i can nvr be her type, nor match those that liked her or match her types... i nid to get her off my mind to concentrate on my trainings and improving myself... sigh... thats life eh??? haha, oh yeah... den i found 2 pan lids within 30 minutes of playing yesterday... those playing maple shld know hor.. wahaaha!!! MEBA+7!!! HERE I COME!!! WOOTZ!!!!

2005-09-02T15:32:00.000+08:00

on wednesday, after work, i happened to meet Mei Bing, Sin Yi, Lynnette and Yin Jia. they go take pics and i go walk walk, lol, den i walk into this shop in PS, used to b P.O.A??? their formal suits on display is SOOO nice, so i walk ard and saw this white shirts for formal wear... wanted to buy but i dunno which one to choose, so i asked Mei Bing and Sin Yi,to help me choose. In the end, i got a white shirt with transparent stripes and cuff-links. its soo damn nice lah... but my Raoul one nicer~! wahaha.

den i had my FYP presentation yesterday.. haha, its was kinda cute coz me and my fren kan chiong abit... my fren stuttered alot, lol, damn cute.. on the whole it was pretty smooth... den i go PS to lame and watch movie... sign in to watch Drink drank Drunk.. i saw Tiong Peng at Fl 2, so i asked him to join me... lol, damn crappy and lame loh the movie!!! den i wait ard PS to meet my date loh... she finished work at 6... i met her 6.30om, but she was late lah,LOL. we caught the Perfect catch, NICE SHOW man!! recommended!!! oh, b4 i meet her, i saw a bunch of gals outside cinema 9, i tot Cinema 9 show out den no one block... den when i reached there, i saw familiar faces on all of them... Jessica, Jin Feng, Pamela and Cynthia was actually there fooling ard... CHEY!!! -.-"
lol, and Jessica tot i was a manager... lol, den i told her say i today start work as CE, lol, but i doubt she heard me as she was busy f00ling ard, lol, den Cynthia was SOO CUTE loh, in her Nurse uniform, -.-", alamak... so happening loh, lol

den the whole day i wore formal wear, EVERYONE AT PS dun RECOGNISE ME!!!! guess wat they say?? "Horace!! is that U!!!! waaah!!! so HANDSOME AH!!!! SOO DIFFERENT FRM USUAL!!!" -.-" wah kaozzz... den i bluff all of them say i work as CE, lol, as most of them believed me, WAHAHAH!!!

den today, go for driving lesson, i TODAY damn blur loh... long time nvr drive le... cannot make ah today, piangzzzzz....

haha k, outs~!

2005-08-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

okies... yesterday i went for bball competition, lost out at quarter finals... sux... some of my team-mates juz din wanna defend.... den when we sub.. we kan chiong... lose by 3 points... wah kaoz... that time AND1 3v3 also same thing... we lost our 2nd match coz we kan chiong again... its not we couldnt win.. its we KAN CHIONG!!!, haizzz normal street bball match we can win all those crappy ppl..... haizz... den today, finally we hand in our 50pg report plus our programming... whew... wah a BIG relieve... now gotta prepare for my presentation on this thurs... formal wear wif SP tie.. zzzzz after that, its ONE LAST HURDLE!!!! WOOTZ WOOTZZZ, im sooooo tired..... lol

p/s: i cant forget her... but i wont get both, in the end i'll end up wif nuthing but misery

2005-08-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

kk, long tim no post le.. thats coz i've been BUSY!!!!, well.. firstly.. sunday i went wif my GV gang.. go to GV marina for family day, den whole day play games.. lol... lose to Ivan winning eleven on X-box, 1 goal $1, i lost $8... -.-" lol, ahhh, could have won 8 bucks man... den monday go skool, had a VERY normal lesson, until my FYP partner told me that she lost our FYP programming source codings!!!! i was like: WAD THE HELL!!!!, 6 mths work, down the drain.... and we had to hand up the project on wed... plus the 50 pg report on it... !!!!! so i din go to slp on monday and tues... went online and search the web for a suitable source codes to d/l... haizz... finally found it on tuesday afternoon... den spent a whole day trying to edit and make it work blah blah blah... den ard 3pm, i gave up and went to study for my MST re-test on wed, coz i took a MC on the original date...

Wednesday came... i gave up on my programming... woke up and went to skool for my re-test... re-test was at 3.15pm.... i seriously tot i would fail... the first blardy qns was a super stunner qns... those tt u nvr see or expect one... i was stunned for like 2 mins...10 marks gone juz like tt... i was damn worried man... 2nd qns came.. another stunner, but i could do abit.. so i anyhow crap abt the theory... the remaining 5 qns was calculating.. IT WAS EASY MAN!!!! calculations all right... but answer i hope is correct, WHEW!!!!, 90 MARKS IM EXPECTING MAN!!! WAHAHAHAHA, oh yeah, i forgot to say Stephen Loke ISH BACK!!! woot!! my OU-TU de Tui Xiang.... lol, oh man! happy days at GV r coming back again!!! YAY!!!!!

yeah, den today i went to work loh... nuthing much, but i got screamed at by somebody who i did expect to b... erm... for want of a better word... temperamental??? WTH.... we're both playing and i got screamed at... really... coming to GV to work is God's Punishment and reward to me... i meet lots of gr8 frens and have lots of gr8 fun.... but i m sorely tested at every turn to control myself and endure... haizzzzz thats all liao lah, cheers!!!!

2005-08-20T01:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm, i dunno why all my good frens at my workplace getting more and more temperamental.... i guess this is a phrase of life that i also went thru b4??? skool work's getting stressfull.... not enuff time for studies... plus outside influence is causing all my pals to slowly slowly self-destruct... i m seeing the warning signs that i once had... i wan to b there to guide all my young pals juz as there was soooo many ppl there to guide me when i truly self-destructed many times... but... i dunno how... i cant catch hold of these gals coz im not very close to them... and i cant understand what causes a gal to bottle up so many things inside....and they actually acting like a guy on self-destruct mode??? a time-bomb on the loose.... i cant treat them like guys.... they act tough coz they dun wanna appear weak.... but they really are... they are sooo fragile inside them.... how to help them???

2005-08-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

hmm, today is an uneventful day lah.. lol, nuthing much to report.. only thing was i meet lester and went to collect the t-shirts for the gang... den went to meet mei bing, guang yi and lynnette to pass him their shirts and thier own gang members shirts.. lol... so sianzzz loh.. looking 4ward to the supper later at nite... wahahaha =)

wad the...

2005-08-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

wad the... i tot today at 7pm-7.30pm there's a nafta test at toa payoh sports hall...until i went there and saw nobody... and my fren msg me saying its at 7AM!!!!!!! -.-" wad the hell... plus today i saw my tortoise sis.... today nvr wear pink/white combi..lol, so today waste one day waiting and slping at PS... nuthing done... i nvr eat the whole entire day coz im broke.... go home also mother 4get to buy me dinner.... IM HUNGRY!!!!!! haizzzz, k k... im not doing any trg today... coz im tired, i wanna slp... i gotta revise for my test on next wed... and hand up a 50 page report tat same day.... im soooo gonna freak out... >.

hahaha

2005-08-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

today was a boring day... only highlight was after my trg at ard 8+... haizz... trg really can make me cry manz.... -.-" pain... lol.... i had a small celebration during dinner wif my instructors and my mates.... i hate to drink wine... but i drink one cup and doze off!!! tired man... haha slept so late the past few nights... wahaha, oh btw.. i know i know... the blardy pic says her past, her talkings...etc. haizz... i must fast fast go find a pic and upload le.... so paiseh... but this is the pic that i like the most and tat works...-.-"!!! n i gotta hand up 50 pages of my FYP report by next wednesday and studee for my retest al by next wed coz i was sick... take fake MC lah wahahaha.... kkk im sick of changing the codings le... i go koon wahahaha!!!

Hmmmm

2005-08-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

today was a boring day... had my driving lessons... but i always 4get to stop the car b4 the stop line... -.-".. hahah i wanted to chiong and turn left... stupid instructor go hit the brakes... >.<... and today i had a quarrel wif someone.... haizzz.. okies lah... wat can i say.... quit jumping on me... i had no other motives den juz asking how r u.....

hahahaha

2005-08-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

test test... first time bloggong.. lol