hmmmm, guess wat, im gonna post my aspirations here... lol, tats rare, considering i dun like to share my inner stuff out... i like to keep things to myself... well.. wat can i say.... I'm a person who is able to find the joy in anything out of the worst hardships given to me... mayb i haven met true hardship yet, but i believed i can endure and conquer it when it comes... in the last few years, i've changed subtly.... no one knows, not even my family or my closest frens... no one notices that i've changed.... only those who had endure hardship with me every week, those that trained me and trained with me with all their heart, knows and understood.

Mayb its a blessing in disguise for all the matters that happened in the past few years... mayb its fate, watever it is, i was always in the right place in the right time for it to happen, be it good or bad. and well.... i really have no place to share out my aspirations except thru this... coz no one realises the potential me, they only see one side and tot that's horace.. LOL. Wat i like to be, is really to find out the true balance in my life, the true balance in my shaolin life. Ppl think that im toking cock abt Shaolin. well, i cant be bothered anymore though, yeah i agree, i was toking cock...

i wanna b a big boss, i wanna b rich enuff to haf a good life... i wan to b in company of all my frens, not matter how big or small they r to me... i wanna be the best in Shaolin, i have to and wan to train super hard.. but... how to balance??? cases like this there's only one extreme, u ppl may say how come u toking cock, keep contradicting... but thats life, the ultimate is to find your own true answer in life in everything situation.

No one can stop me from doing wat i wan to do... this is my life, my decision, my own path to discovering who i am, what i am.... the philosophy has been imbued in me, etched into my heart... my trainings taught me many things, i've listen to stories every week, no one save a few knows the hard training i went thru, i've improved and changed beyond recognition, and i cant really maintain it... sad... yet, no ones knows that i have changed... no one can tell.... the devil in me haf alrdy been dealt with... i have a bigger devil to deal with now... how will i turn out, i wouldnt know, but i will nvr give up trying, learning, improving until one day, my true calling comes... den i'll say this is my life.... not a puppet of others..... >

TecciE, OUT~!
Rank is what you wear, Respect is what you earn!!
Unity, Discipline and Integrity

[quote]The Ultimate of Northern Shaolin is to find the balance in your life[/quote]

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