As im now preparing for my Bn FATEC II, im stuck with a thought. Im better in my skills den my fellow officers. I could command and control my men in the field better and my fire burns whenever i do my missions.

This fire in turn fired up my men. Yes, i did alot of short cuts to be better. thats becoz i understand the process thoroughly which enables me to take short cuts without compromising safety and accuracy.

Ppl like to compare. I for one, hated to compare and to be compared. We have our own unique strengths and weaknesses. What i cant do doesnt necessarily mean tat u can do it better den me, vice versa. oh well, i dunno, its been awhile since i last blogged. Alot of things happen in that time. i did not control myself enough until i realised that i have returned to my old self. Full of fustrations and anger. i hated that kind of feeling.

Im a very competitive kind of guy, but i do not like to be on stage. I liked it better when im behind the scenes. Not everyone can take it. Its a thankless job. Being in Army showed me alot on ppl and life. I Hate how humans think highly of themselves and forgot their roots...

2LT Horace, OUT~!

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