right, this is taken frm Tiong Peng's blog. this is prolly a sad familiar story we all know, my love life is kinda like this, but i sure wont want it to end the same way... but as the saying goes "Forcing will only bring misery"(Mian Qiang shi mei you xin fu), so let it be loh, as fate/time will show me the truth. SOme of you wont believe in fate/time, but only believe in hard work, if u really treasure ur loved ones, u will work hard in order to b 2gether.... but some things, esp feelings, no matter how hard u work, if the person haf no feelings for you, u'll nvr b 2gether.... if u really love the person, trust me, let the person go and u'll b v happy for ur loved one if he/she is also happy... i'm prolly gonna live a life of solitude(bet u guys DOnt Know =P), as i alrdy kinda know the direction my life will take... or mayb u guys may say my true love haven appear yet... i dunno... but i know for sure, love relationships means v little to me. i've loved and been loved. I've hurt and been hurt.. but still that one gal that memerise me,that one gal i realli like, will only b my fren. guess getting to see her will suffice for me ba... well guys, wat im trying to tell u ppl reading this, is to take every opportunity to hold onto ur loved one, but u always must let go if the person feels happier with another, forced relationship will nvr bring happiness, always learn to let go, its the hardest thing to do, and the hardest thing to learn... b happy for ur loved ones if their happy in another accompanionship.

The story goes like this:

10th grade
As I sat there in English class,
I FANTASIZED at the girl next to me.
She was my so called "best friend".
I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was
mine.... ALL MINE
But she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it. After class,
she walked up to me and asked me for the notes
she had missed the day before and handed them
to her.
She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek.
I wanted to SLAP her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why COS TTS ME.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end,
it was her.
She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how her love had broke
her heart.YEA AND I TINK ITS ALL BULLSHIT
She asked me to come over because she didn't
want to be alone, so I ASKED HER TO FIND
ANOTHER DUMB DUDE... but well..
As I sat next to her on the sofa,
I stared at her soft eyes,
wishing she was DEAD
After 2 hours, one JENNA JAMESON movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep... yea.. FINALLY
She looked at me,
said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to SLAP her,... AGAIN
I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why. COS TTS ME

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said;
he's not going to go well,
'ITS TT MY PROB?" I SAID..
BUT in 7th grade
we made a promise that if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as "best friends". So we
did.,..BUT PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE
BROKEN
Prom night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step!
I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at
me with her crystal eyes.
I want her to be mine,
but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it.
Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't
want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
COS,, YEA U NOE
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma.
I WANT HER
Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried
WAT FOR I DUNNO
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and
said,
"you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss
on the cheek.
I want to PUNCH her TIS TIME, I want her to know
that I don't
want to be
A SECOND FIDDLE , I lSTARTED TO HATE HER
her but I'm just too sOFT, and I
don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the SATANIC church.
That girl is getting married now.
I watched her say "I do"
and drive off to her new life,
married to A MOTHER_FCCKER. I wanted her to
be mine,
but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and
said "you came!".
I SHOWED HER MIDDLE FINGER AND
.. YEA TIS TIME I WANNA SLAPPED HER AGAIN
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl
who used to be my "SLAP VICTIM".
At the service, they read a diary entry she had
wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
"I stare at him wishing he was mine,
but he doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it.
I want to SLAP him,
I want him to know that I don't want to be just
friends,
I love him
but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish he would JUS SLAP me!
I wish I did too...
I thought to my self, and I cried.
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U..."

Fcuk u
fcuk u
fcuk u
fcuk u
fcuk u
fcuk u

Teclis, OUT~!

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